[She could tell he wasn't happy about her decision, but at the same time he was willing to abide by it. That said so much about the person he was.]
I know it's difficult. One day, I'll find the right way to tell you, I promise. I don't want it to come between us.
[He had no idea who she had become...
And. What was that feeling? Just the sound of his voice saying her name, that made it more real, more hers. The other him that she had known, he had kept that from her. Why? She couldn't put the pieces together, and here he was, almost a different person entirely, had sent all the dams flying open without her even having to claw through her own soul first. When had they strayed so far? In purpose, in, everything? And now she was the one keeping secrets. Did that make her any better, or any worse? It lanced in, a sharp headache and she gasps, then quickly closes her free hand into a fist at her side, trying not to let it tremble.
It was too much. She was feeling too much and in a way it was like a rush of quintessence, except that was a power she could understand. Emotions, not so much.]
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I know it's difficult. One day, I'll find the right way to tell you, I promise. I don't want it to come between us.
[He had no idea who she had become...
And. What was that feeling? Just the sound of his voice saying her name, that made it more real, more hers. The other him that she had known, he had kept that from her. Why? She couldn't put the pieces together, and here he was, almost a different person entirely, had sent all the dams flying open without her even having to claw through her own soul first. When had they strayed so far? In purpose, in, everything? And now she was the one keeping secrets. Did that make her any better, or any worse? It lanced in, a sharp headache and she gasps, then quickly closes her free hand into a fist at her side, trying not to let it tremble.
It was too much. She was feeling too much and in a way it was like a rush of quintessence, except that was a power she could understand. Emotions, not so much.]