[ her hands still at the question, her fingers smoothing out a few of the paper wrinkles before quieting altogether. they both had a lot to come to terms with upon their arrivals. in some ways, he had more than she did. but at the same time, she has to work through seeing people she'd thought gone for good and how, selfishly, she doesn't want to give them up.
she has lived such a selfless life that it's hard to come to terms with this one entirely selfish desire. ]
It's... nice, [ she says finally, gazing out into the crowd around them. ] The people have been very welcoming. I know... I should return to Spira, if I can, to help everyone rebuild. I miss my other guardians and the friends I made along my journey.
[ but ... and it's a rather large but... ]
Being here gives me the opportunity to see you and Jecht... and Tidus. I want to stay here for as long as I can.
[ it's so, so selfish of her, to want to turn her back on spira just for these people she'll never get to see again. and yet, she would be lying if she said she didn't want to stay. ]
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she has lived such a selfless life that it's hard to come to terms with this one entirely selfish desire. ]
It's... nice, [ she says finally, gazing out into the crowd around them. ] The people have been very welcoming. I know... I should return to Spira, if I can, to help everyone rebuild. I miss my other guardians and the friends I made along my journey.
[ but ... and it's a rather large but... ]
Being here gives me the opportunity to see you and Jecht... and Tidus. I want to stay here for as long as I can.
[ it's so, so selfish of her, to want to turn her back on spira just for these people she'll never get to see again. and yet, she would be lying if she said she didn't want to stay. ]